I went into the clubs, you know like where there was a lot of drinking and smoking going on, and I enjoyed it. And I thought I could hold it. And I didn't get drunk, so I could have a bunch of drinks, like six, seven drinks in a night of scotch. And being young I got away with it. But then in my early twenties I started to feel sick. So I said well I'd better cut out the drinking until I feel better. I didn't know it was the drinking that was making me sick.