I think the whole thing was special. Very, very special you know. The mystery of man.  And when it says "I turn little screws ... all I do is I just turn little screws, making weapons that would destroy us all. And I have no say in the way of the world. I just turn little screws and make weapons. " That's part of the CD. Oh, the essence. It's like reading Dr. Zhivago, the book, and missing the essence of the book. The essence of that book was never in the motion picture. They made a romance out of the thing there. But the essence in that book was this woman who thought she was dying of tuberculosis. She wanted Dr. Zhivago's opinion. He told her he says "you're not going to die first of all. Your crisis is passed, your fever's broke and you're healing now you know, your body's healing, your lungs are healing. " And she says "but talk to me anyway. Tell me about death and life and what..." And he told her he says "well your consciousness is like a light on a train going down the track so that you can see where you're going. It's only when you turn the light inward that you're headed for a wreck. "