I don't know about, as long as it's natural. I think of the positive things that happened.  There were negatives of course. I have been attacked. The night Joe Louis beat Max Baer in Chicago I was attacked by four or five White guys with baseball bats and you know.  But they didn't run very well. I ran until I could only hear one set of footsteps behind me, and I turned and looked. So I slowed down a little. Nobody ever caught me. But that's one thing. But it never changed the way I am.