Yeah, that's true. There was something within you that motivated you to not succumb to the principles or tactics that make you hate people. I'll give you a similar ... relate a similar incident. I'm traveling in the south, in Meridian, Mississippi, and I was with a carnival act, Reuben and Jerry Carnivals. So we went in the deep south for winter quarters. And while playing this show during the week, they always hired somebody in the city as a hired hand to keep law and order on the midway. And the Black show was always at the end of the midway. So this cat comes through, now this was closing night, and we are getting ready to go pack up the crew, pack up all of the equipment and the crew puts things together, we get on the train and we have our own train and we went on to the next place. So I'm waiting for the drummer, Marvin Wright, who was a good buddy of mine, to pack up his drums, and while waiting for the drummer to pack up his drums, he had met a lady during the week, and she was of fair complexion, and you know what the situation down there with the...