And listen back to it. And sometimes I'm surprised and sometimes I run screaming from the room, that I'm the...I can actually compose in almost any idiom. And I can do the same thing with arranging. But at this point in time, I just play what interests me.  Because I don't have to do it for, I don't have to please anybody but myself and the audience. I mean I have no employer of course, that's what I mean.