Yeh, I thought I was mean, you know. Man, I heard that, you know, would always get caught. As long as I was playing fast I could get by the high. Where I would get caught is when I would played a ballad. That is when that whiskey would show up. I would be slurping. I got a video tape that I did, you see this belt I got here. I got that from the jazz society in Chicago. I want to give it back to them. I played so bad on their show and it was video taped too from the University of Chicago. So they sent me a tape, man it is... for days and there were like seven trumpet players on there,you know. And I was running this show wondering. They were all after me that is why I played so bad it was pitiful.