Well I thought that making gigs is one thing, you know twenty bucks a night and you play your brains out and have a great time, but I wasn't sure that that's what I wanted to do. And seeing what appeared to be a relatively stable financial environment as classical orchestral playing, I said well I'll spend four years here and this is my last two weeks at school I might as well find out what the deal is. And Leopold Stokowski, who was one of the guest conductors of the Philharmonic when I was there, took me aside when he was there for the one week, on the last day -- it was like a four week ... four day week. He would conduct four days and play the concert that night. And that's how they brought in some great conductors with this Eastman Philharmonic Orchestra. And he said he'd like to have me with his orchestra down in Houston, but that he thought that the Board of Directors weren't ready to have a Black person in the orchestra. And if this what they're telling him, and he's a major conductor, and they were one of the major orchestras, I mean, really. And he was blunt, he laid it right out. And to this day, if you look at the major orchestras, they still haven't made a dent in the African American music/musicians' scene. New York maybe has one, maybe Cleveland has one, Detroit maybe has one, Chicago maybe has one maybe not. I mean the music hasn't -- they haven't shared the musical wealth of people.