Well, I didn't really stop on my own. Something carried me away; I began praying and I never thought about playing any more. I just thought about helping people other than - as I understand and have experienced that God was helping many souls through music, but I decided to help them in flesh instead of playing for them. I understand that you can offer it up every note you play to help some souls, and things like that but I was going on my own without the talent. The talent was much stronger for helping people.