No. It's another name. I'll try to think of it. Of course I got out of it before I went there. I noticed a girl checking in with her parents, and I thought, you have to sign in? All right. Then a member of the staff came, a woman, huge. We went up to a floor. We got out. The first sign I got of uh-oh, she had a bunch of keys. She unlocked this door. In I went, and she locked the door behind us. I thought, what is going on? I was shown into a tile dormitory. The girl that had preceded me, she came in, and they were holding her down. She was screaming, and I thought, what is this place? It turned out that it was a mental hospital. I had some weird stuff happen, because they gave shock treatment.Everybody that was scheduled to have it would come into the communal room in their robes. Those were the people who were going to get the shock treatment. They would come back a few hours later like zombies. It was heavy. I was in there once talking to this woman who reminded me of Rose Kennedy. She said - very beautifully dressed, and gentile - she said, "I'm not supposed to be here, you know." I said, "Oh." She said - there was a long table in the communal room, so that if anybody got flowers, they would put them on there to cheer up the other patients - she said, "I'm not supposed to be here. I live in a beautiful house." She described it all. Then she said, "What are they doing with my flowers? It took me hours to arrange," and I realized, she was nuts. It was just awful. My doctor would come in. He'd give me a shot. I said, this is not working. I've got to get out of here. Well, I'm sure everyone who's in there, 90% of them say the same thing. Finally I was released. Of course I went straight to the man and continued doing what I shouldn't have been doing. So when I went to England, I made that decision about coming back. My brother, who is an actor and a singer and an incredible guy, said, "Come on. I'm going to rent a place in Scotland. We'll go up there." He didn't know anything about what I - I mean about drugs. He had no knowledge. He said, "But before we go, I'm going to put you into a very fashionable place in London," which is for detox. That wasn't its prime concern, but that was what happened there. The second day - I had an all-night nurse, and I said to her, "It's spring, and I want to go out and take a walk. I'm feeling so much better." She said, "Oh, okay. That's fine. That's a good sign." Of course I went out and went straight to the man. I came back. Then, the doctor said I was cured, which I wasn't. My brother gave a party for me in a restaurant. Everyone's patting me on the back, saying, "Congratulations, you did it." I'm saying, "Yes, I did," lying through my teeth. When I told my brother, "No, I'm still on it," he said, "Okay, we're going to rent this house up in Scotland," which we did. Unbeknownst to him, the woman who was treating me used to send me stuff. So I wasn't without anything ever, because I was getting it sent up from London. There was a doctor up there, a wonderful doctor, who was a fisherman. He had been in the River Kwai. It was - a lovely man. He came to see me. My brother called him. He said, "Come and give me an evaluation," blah blah. He told my brother. He said, "I've  been in a prisoner of war camp. She won't make it. She's not ever going to stop. You've got to face it," blah blah. My brother - I remember it was raining. We went outside. He said, "Annie, I have my own life. I can't do it anymore. You're going to have to do it on your own." I said, "All I really want to be is a junkie." He said, "Those are my terms, I'm telling you." He said, "I'll always help you out, but I can't stand by and see you killing yourself." That's what I was doing. He left, with his wife. If I knew what made me stop, I'd bottle it and sell it. But I don't know if it was the humiliation, or what it was, or whether he had knocked the props from under me. I didn't have him anymore. He said, "I'm going to take you" - "I'm going to send you on vacation." He sent me to a little island called Majorca. It was hysterical, because I got there, and I didn't have any stuff, but I drank a lot. I get to this place, in a town that wasn't even inhabited fully. I went downstairs to dinner. I'm sitting there at a table. There are all these people around me. I thought, God, it must be my hearing, but I'm hearing Scottish accents. The place was filled with Scots. My brother and my father sent me there, because they figured that I'd be looked after, and I was. I came back to England. I thought, I've got to make some money. I remember they signed me to do a night on t.v. It was a big show, and I didn't have a man on either side of me, like I did with Jon and Dave. That was incredibly difficult. I was so nervous. That was my first gig without Jon and Dave. I came back to New York. I decided that I had better get back here, because that's where my music was. That's where my heart was. We started working - I started working, alone. I thought, no. By this time, egos were blown out of all proportion. I knew I couldn't listen to the b.s. the people were talking, because if anyone founded the group, Dave Lambert did. He gave Jon the opportunity, and Jon had the talent. That's the way that came about. Finally I just thought, I don't want this. Nothing is worth this. I know - but I'm a definite person. If I say something, I really mean it, and I abide by it. I knew that I had to stop all this messing around, which I did. I did it cold turkey. There were no facilities. Rehab was a word that wasn't even invented yet. But I did, and I worked my way back up, thank goodness. I miss Dave, terribly. He was doing what he always did. He was helping someone change a tire, and a drunken truck driver came by. I listened to the rhetoric that's being given out, and I thought, no, that didn't happen. No, that wasn't the way it was. I've got a good  memory. I know I'm right. Jon is a tremendous talent on his own. So I didn't regret ever making the decision to stop. We stopped at our height. We were really getting to be more popular and more popular. But I just felt that if I stayed there, I didn't want to hear what was being said, because I knew it was b.s. I just wanted to sing on my own. What do you have in back of you that says, you will do this? I've been in a lot of shows.I've been in a lot of plays. After I stopped with Jon and Dave, I met Kathryn Altman, who was Robert Altman, the great director, his wife. She said, "I want to introduce you to my husband." I said okay. She took me up to his office, which was on Park Avenue at the time. I met him. I was very impressed. He was, of course, his reputation, but he was so impressive looking. He was sitting behind a desk. Kathryn and I were talking in another part of the room. He suddenly said, "Annie." I said, "Yeah?" He said, "My next project, if it flies, you got a part." I thought, even if I don't do it, I've been asked. How wonderful. Then I got a call - they went to California, and I got a call saying - from Bob - saying, "What are you doing?" "Not a lot." "Why don't you come out here and play." I said, "What do you mean?" He said, "If you get here in the next two days, you'll have lines." I said, wow. He said, "I'll pay for everything. Stay with us."I flew out to L.A. There was a long white limo waiting, with a sister who was dressed so great. She said, "Hi, Annie Ross. I'm going to take you to the set," whereupon we drove to the set. I was looking. There were people, famous stars. I'm impressed, as everybody is, by that kind of celebrity cult thing. I remember I said to this girl outside - I said, "Do you know where I could get a coffee?" She was very hincty. She said, "No, I don't know." I realized later it was Julia Roberts. Maybe she didn't want to be asked, did she know where the coffee was? It was The Player. That was the movie. It was full of stars, and really good actors. Tim Robbins, wonderful. I was staying out in Malibu with Bob and Kathryn and having the best time. Then Short Cuts came up. I was thrilled, absolutely thrilled. That was one of the happiest times of my life, doing that, being there, having the opportunity of seeing different ways actors and actresses worked. That was an enduring friendship. Kathryn is still one of my very best friends, if not the best. What else? Oh. Then I came to New York, and I didn't know what I was going to do, where I was going to go. I had worked with Tardo Hammer a lot. We played a night at the Metropolitan Room. Tardo is remarkable. None of us use music. I can call a tune, and  he remembers the key. So I can do anything I want to do. I've been there for four years. I look forward to it every week. I can put anything in. I can say, "I'm going to sing something. Follow me." The ears are big enough. They listen. Warren Vaché, who is a darling, a delight. He and I communicate. Tardo and I communicate. We all communicate with each other, because we listen. I was 80 on my last birthday, and I'm having a ball.