Do you think that, you know, the sort of trials that you're talking about, that you faced throughout your life and the way that they get incorporated into your music, does that affect your development in terms of what you're saying? And you talked about how, when you sing to the audience, they know, they know what you're singing, but I think they -- even though we know it as the audience, I think hearing that confirmation from you and the way that you put it together lifts it to some kind of higher level, and I'm wondering if you feel that you use these trials in some way to -- you know, on some level to kind of reach to those higher levels.